bedtime with alot on my mind…

Ivam is already in bed fast asleep, Amora’s dozing off in her swing, and here I am still wide awake with my mind on overdrive. Im nervous because in a little over a month I will be going back to school and Amora will start daycare… I’m also starting to look for work and the feeling of knowing I will have to leave Amora for any length of time is really emotional for me… I wish I could just stay with Amora all the time and not have to go to school or work, but alas, this is not how life works for most. I have to work hard in the next few years to really make a good and stable life for Amora, I just dont want to miss out on important parts of our lives together in the process. :/